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UPDATED.

Onsugar site done. (: Bye blogger.

I can' remember which days is which days, but at least i remember where i went to.

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Town to baby fair with Mel, Yl and Ash. Spend untill i broke! Zzz )':

Amk hub Ntucxtra with Mom, Jason and Ash. After that caught Final destination @ Gv Yishun with Jason and Yl. I don't think it's enough disgusting for me. The previous one was better than this one. Not exciting. Waste of money. After that, slacked with Leehao, Yl, Teck @ Mac. Swopped to 744 to slack, and saw Ps they all. Home around 2am plus.

Last few weeks, @ Xavier's 1st birthday party.

Lazy post too much since the other mommies have alr posted (:

Alright, gtg. I need to rest. Cramps, headaches. All are killing me. F man. Bye!

Dearest dearest little one..



Sometimes i feel so irritated by him, but he always manage to melt me with this kind of look whenever i'm angry. Sometimes i angry, and scold him. I'll scream 'I'M ANGRY/MOMMY'S ANGRY ALR'. And he just stop screaming and laugh at me -.- Idk why, but i think he abit crazy like me. Zzz. How to not love him right!

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Update later on in the afternoon or evening. (IF) I'm feeling better. Idk why i'm feeling very giddy everyday now. And the cramps are killing me soon. Panadol extra can't help my cramps much.

I'm superb tired now yet i can't go to bed yet, because my gastric was acting up previously. I ate a packet of maggi. And i have to wait for everything to digest. Kept on smoking hoping that i could get to bed soon. Yawns.

Changing my number soon, alr got the sim card. Change my number just because of 'her' leh. Kindly update your phone book for those who receive my text few days later ok? Thanks alot (: Those who never receive then too bad lor. But i think only she won't receive la.

The her is who? She knows herself.

It's not because you didn't invited or you didn't inform me. You still can't understand what i'm saying just like that Jason's pig brain.

F man, it's 2am. When can i actually head to bed!?

I'm afraid Ash might wake up earlier later for his milk, instead of 7,8or9 plus in the morning. Because he had his last milk @ 7.30pm. And i tried feeding him some before his sleep like usual. But he scream like i want to cut his bird again, screaming for me to coax him sleep. (We went visiting my brother, and tampanies to shop earlier). Then always he never drink before sleep, everytime sure sibei heng i lie down on bed he starts to make noise liao. Argh. Pray hard that it doesn't happen this time. I'm really so unwell!

But..

Yes! Is sickness finally coming to me soon? I hope soon! HEEHEE.

Anw, gtg. Bye! (:

- Jason and my r/s is very complicated, we're still together. But, aiya! Just complicated you know. Haha! I still love him la. But well, complicated. Why? Idk too leh. Too tired to think so much now. Headache is killing me!

Thanks!

Mommy playing with Ash.

Thanks for caring passerbys and guests. Luv you all to the max (:
But i'm obviously very very fine. Haha! The r/s is just very complicated.

Doesn't matters

It's impossible to save this r/s. Because i can't love someone like you.

Crack my head, thinking about the future. I don't care about perfect family. I don't think perfect family needs to bring up a good child. As long as the bonding is there.

Aiya, sibei irritating. I don't like to think about future. I don't like to plan about future. I don't like to make my brain work. I like to just walk on the road smoothly. Without planning.

But see, I've to plan now. Crack my head untill i going kisiao. Asking everyone which choice is better. (I'm bad in making choices except shopping)

You all don't have to know what happen, but i can say nothing happen. Just that i cannot take it that the man, the father of my child (He doesn't looks like -.-) is sibei sibei useless. Or dumb i should say. I'm sick and tired of his idk idk idk idk idk idk.

DKDKDKDKDKDKDKDK.

Fyi, i didn't say i know everything. But at least i did try. He tried, but i can't see him trying his best. In the end he'll still say idk. Darn. Sibei irritating.

I knew this will happen soon out or later. So i alr started thinking like months ago. No i don't have a affair. No i didn't have a liking on other guys. But yes, but feelings are totally gone. I can't say it's totally impossible to save this r/s. But unless he at least understand me. But he don't leh! After 3 years of r/s. Wah, bth. Say untill him my blood vessels can burst. Great.

I got very bad temper. Very very very very very bad those kind. And because of him. I keep gek gek gek. Then they say now my neck there swollen. If it worsten i need see doc eh! Why ah, i didn't know got such things untill they tell me. And once i flare up, i'll cannot breath. Like bull. And i feel like dying when that happens. Very very irritated!

I only feel peace when i'm with my friends. PEACE! Lol.

Anw, don't ask me anything about this ok? Keep the comments to yourself. (L)

(Remember i'm only 17? Pretty 17 is going away in a few years, let's cherish ok!)

Blog about Xavier's 1st birthday celebration tmr or something. Please don't flood my board with your ad too. Irritating leh. Reply tags later, busy man. Bye!

First Flip

My Ash darling flipped! But wait.. It's from tummy to back. Not back from tummy. Lol!


I'm so proud of him even though he flipped from tummy to back first but not from back to tummy, still.. He's trying very hard everyday to flip. See.



He going to be 4 months old soon!

We brought this bumbo seat about 2 weeks ago at Mothercare. My mom always says Yanwen's baby sit in the bumbo seat sibei cute. And just nice, about 1 month plus ago. When i brought Ash for his 2 months jab @Kk, Mom saw it on offer at Mothercare. And she brought one for Ash.

It's hard to squeeze his legs in -.- I think he can't sit inside for long. Zzz.

Ohya! The swimming picture(s). Lol. I only upload one of the swimming one because i wanna save time and faster update finish before he's awake!

Before swimming..



Swimming..

After swimming! Change handsome clothes for him. Lol!

Yesterday, was Mel's birthday. I didn't attend his celebration as it was raining so heavily untill 4pm? And it's to late to go out plus i quarrelled with my Mom.

Ash was super not well-behaved yesterday. His body sticking to me for hours is more than enough alr. Want to put him down only ah, want only hor! His butt haven't even touch the bouncer he scream alr. Siao one.

Today..

After i bath him in the morning, brought him down to buy his milk powder. After we reach home, he straight away scream. Wanting to sleep. Went to put him to sleep and i start busying with the laundry.

(He's awake, and sitting on his bouncer now.) Gotta type faster!

While i was eating maggi, he looked at me with this kind of face and then scream -.-

Every morning, after bath i'll feed him with 60ml of warm water. Mixed with gripe water. After that he'll go have his 1st nap of the day, and after he wake he'll drink milk. And another 2 hours later i'll feed him water again. But he doesn't like water! No choice he have to drink because he gets heaty very easily. So i tried using his bowl and spoon to feed him. Who knows he let all the water flow out from the side of his mouth. But better la, at least got drink untill 10ml -.- The handkerchief you take away from him after feeding, squeeze it still got water come out ok.

But i tried giving him Heinz's apple juice to him using the same way, one drop also never drip out hor! Drink finish smack his lips somemore -.- Cannot stand him.

Ok, gtg. Need to entertain him before he screams :x Bye!

6Teen.

Hey! It's only less than 10 hours to Mel's 16th Birthday!

Aiya, i know he a lot of fans. Too much that i wanna faint after reading his tags. (Just Joking) Remember to tag him ok? Give him a great 16th bithday!

It's been long since i first knew Melmel. About 5 years? When i know him i was only 12, and he's still a kid holding a packet of chips in his hands while walking home. Haha! Who knows we're such good friends right now!

Like dieting together, being vain together. Snapping pictures together. Oh, that's our favourite! We used to sing together also right. Aw, good memories.

Can't wait to hit town tomorrow for your celebration, wear pink top ok!
Ps: Let's hug together and cry. LOL!

It's always happy to see yourself and your good friends grow.

Anyway, Yesterday. 25th August.

I brought Ashton to plaza again for swimming. Seems like this time he really enjoyed quite a lot. Pictures will be post up soon.

Shopped around, M}phosis is having sales. So managed to get one pants and a dress. Fatty pig still wanna buy pretty clothings. Reached home about 9 plus in the night. Was actually going out after i make Ashton sleep. But no where to go leh, so i got that off my mind. And went to use com for a little while and sleep.

Ohya! Baby swimming is opening a outlet at Northpoint on Oct. Next time bring Ash go swim no need run far liao. Sweeeeee, shiok!

Today, nothing to do. So actually asked Mel wanna go Northpoint for a walk. But in the end i say don't want. Because i scare today go out, tomorrow more tired. No mood later. Somemore i'm like super tired today, idk why too. I slept early last night what.

But Mel's coming up soon! Then i won't be so bored alr. Love man!

Think i gtg, Ash is waking up soon. Update again when i'm not that lazy.

Luv.

(Youth never lasts. Cherish Youth.)